What a tragedy.
All these promises unkept.
All the memories.
Of us at our best.

Why do we go on.
Saying all the things we never meant.
Why do we continue.
To make our lives a mess.

We make the choices.
That destroy our hearts.
We cause each other so much pain.
What is even worth.

& why do we go on.
Making up these lies.
This isn't who we are.
The people deep down inside.
Why do we keep feeling this way.
Thinking about the days.
When truth is all we knew.

We hold fate in our hands.
So what do we do.
Get all wrapped up in things not to do.
& here we are again.
Spinning around and around.
Someone stop us.
Take a moment and look in our eyes.
Grasp life once again.

Why do we go on.
Forgetting all the good.
Because of all the bad.
If you'd only listen.
Why do we even care.

It's about the time.
Where you get what you deserved.
Don't try to act cool.
And play it all up.
Cuz you know deep inside.
It messes you up.
You can build how many ever walls you would like.
But it won't do any good to fight.
What keeps you up at night.
Its the memories that you can't control.
Don't even act like you don't ever see me.
When you look into her eyes.
And don't even forget how you said.
All those beautiful things that made me cry.
Don't forget how you tried to keep the tears away.
& saying all those hurtful things that finally drove me away.
If this is what you want.
Then I'm gone.
I'm sick and tired of trying to deal with this man.
I don't even know anymore.
Of this sudden change of a heart.
How you make me fall apart.
Well I'm done.
You finally got what you wanted.
But don't even try to act.
Like you didnt feel hurt.
Everytime you said my name.
Cuz you'll never be the same.
And neither will I.
Go on act like a fool.
Play hard to get with all of your girls.
I remember when you told me you didn't care.
But you still wanted me.
Therefore I was there.
I hope you feel pain in your heart.
Demoting me to this sense of lust.
You thought I was stupid.
When you met me late at night.
But I understood you wanted me to be the hidden part of your life.
You did your deed.
And drove me away.
But I know what memories you still keep today.
Thanks for making me realize.
What an ass you really are.
And how you were helping me in a way.
Driving me off.
Well mission accomplished.
How do you feel?
Go on like normal and get drunk as hell.

Tell me.
Are you feeling.
Something new.
The trees start to change.
Getting rearranged.
Living somewhere new.
I'm feeling you.
In a different time.
As I look out the window.
I'm feeling the wind.
It's a little chilly.
As I take it in where I stand.
Let me be the distant wind.
Blowing in.
Taking the very breath from your chest.
The distant sunset.
That sets.
Your every night.
But be out of your sight in the morning.
It's the only way.
We can ever stay.
So come tonight.
So we can be alright.
I'll be gone in the morning.