At the End of the Day....

The shadows are falling over.
Everything we had.
The moments are turning colder.
Can you sense how sad.
I feel.
Your fading away.
On my horizon line.
The moment of truth.
Drowns out my mind.
As I walk away.
From the one I love.
This selfless act remains to be done.
Falling in and out, I can't sleep anymore.
Time has took everything I had before.
I'm moody and unkept, I look like a wreck.
& Everytime I see you, it's the first time we met.
You standing there.
I can't help but stare.
Into those eyes so sad and blue.
I wish there was a way to save you.
I know that somethings can't be changed.
& I know you might not feel the same.
But if I could go back, I would.
To a time when life was meant to live.
A time when you were so happy and free.
A time when it was you and me.
I feel helpless.
As I watch you fall.
Will you be the same?
Or become someone I don't know anymore?
I've tried to feel differently about you.
But my heart is louder than my mind.
I can't erase the memories of us.
But to you breaking up seemed like a must.
I'll follow your lead and go on.
But when I meet someone new.
Somehow I don't feel the same as I use to.
I feel like a different person.
That I'm not meant to be.
But through it all.
I want to lift you up from your supposed fall.
Even though it might break my heart.
I want to see that your life gets a new start.
I will never feel that way about him.
The way that I will always feel for you.
Don't worry.
I'll be fine, at the end of the day.
When there's nothing left to say.
Don't worry.
I'll be fine, in a couple of months.
When I pretend that I'm tough.
Don't worry.
I'll be ok, in a couple of years.
When I get out of here.
I apologize for hurting you.
& wish you goodluck.
Forgive me for saying how I feel.
But at the end of the day.
I love you still.