This Blackhole...

You got the best of me.
Now there's nothing left of me.
What do you have to say.
For being the way.
You are.
Now I've got these walls.
They're building up so tall.
I want so bad to escape.
From this imprisonment of hate.
& we all fall down.
As your hurtful lies spin around.
& I fall in.
This blackhole that spins.
You and I.
We are no more.
I give and you take.
As my heart breaks.
& you walk away.
Why won't you say.
Something.
That tells me you care.
That someday you'll be there.
For me.
But all my hopes.
Are crushed under the waterfall.
Of my tears.
& of these fears.
That I now have.
I'm so weak.
I can't even speak.
To tell you that it hurts.
That you walked away first.
Now I've got these walls.
They're building up so tall.
I want so bad to escape.
From this imprisonment of hate.
& we all fall down.
As your hurtful actions spin around.
& I fall in.
This blackhole that spins.
Your excuses are to much to take.
I wish you could apologize for my sake.
Why can't you.
Just tell me the truth.
For once.
& I fall down.
As your haunting shadow spins around.
& I fall in.
This fateful blackhole again.